Give Yourself a Break.
It’s time to take a break, if you haven’t been braking already. It’s okay to take a breather, you have my permission, but be sure to let people around you know that you need a rest and need time to gather your thoughts. Once you let them know what’s really going on in your head, your loved ones will let you slide a little. Maybe not a lot, but a little. So take some time to gather your thoughts together, recoup from this bout of mild depression, make up your mind, draw up your resolve, and then get back into the swing of things, refreshed and ready to go. This down time won’t last forever, so enjoy it and use it. Perhaps journal a little, make a to do list, talk it out with a friend, then rev your engines and prepare to get back on track. What’s your next step?



Darling you are lovely and growing more so. But when you are tearing down walls of the past, and rebuilding new ones, eventually the temporary emergency housing has to be torn down too in order to rebuild the entire fortress. You will always have the foundation, and at your core you are the expression of boundless beauty. I’m sorry, but temporary adjustments don’t take the place of the final work. It’s like building a dress out of muslin, it’s temporary, it’s a trial run, and something more beautiful is to come, a refined finished product. In other words, after you were hit with big changes, things started to look a lot better, good things began to happen, and you were happy. But you are not stopping there, loss will hit again, I’m so sorry, and then something more permanent, and that much more amazing is going to slide into its place. Sometimes life has teasers and cliff hangers, and sometimes major characters die off or there are special guest stars, and then you go back to the story. Your story has taken a twist, a beautiful twist, that is there to build you up, but it’s a foretelling, a sketch, and it’s going to go away. Next, the real building begins. From scratch. What’s your next step? xoxo Stina